No Happy Ending

I don't know whats happening.
Chest hurts, I can't find enough air.
The room is shaking,
and I can't hold myself up.
Through blurry eyes the world spins.
I reach out to grab your hand to find
comfort and stroke that familiar scar
but its not there.
I hear your voice and I seem ok.
But I'm not.
There is a hole that only you can fill.
I'll never regret that time.
You are so much apart of me.
Did I tell you how wonderful you
are enough? That you deserve the
best out there.
I feel lost. Where do I go?
What do I do? Why am I alone?
I can't believe that story is done.
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Driving on the highway tears start to flood.......

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life
Can't get no love without sacrifice
If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well
A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell

This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I'm wastin'
And I'm wastin' everyday

2 o'clock in the morning, something's on my mind
Can't get no rest; keep walkin' around
If I pretend that nothin' ever went wrong, I can get to my sleep
I can think that we just carried on

This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I feel as if I'm wastin'
And I'm wastin' everyday

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.
-Happy Ending MIKA

Grande Prairie

HOME SWEET HOME!!!!!





Well I just finished eating a mouth-watering bbq meal and am so full that I can barely make it to my room. So I figured it would be a good time to update. It's been a while. Lots has happened. Its good to be home seeing old friends and comforting places. Well where to start?
The trip back was long......but good. We made good time and stopped for a couple of nights in Edmonton and chilled with Kels and Amanda. Good times there reuniting over yummy food and booze.
Next was 2 week of settling in and jumping right back in to the dance studio here. I helped with dress rehearsal and pictures and worked backstage for their 4 year end shows. they also asked me to perform two solos in the shows so that was awesome. That kept me very busy and I loved it. It was good to see all my old dancer friends.
Next was my brothers grad. I can't believe my baby bro is done! It makes me feel so old! While it was lots of fun to see him get all fancied up in his tux and his cap and grad. He was quite good looking. The best of the crowd in my thoughts!
then I started working as a office girl at a doctors office.
Thats pretty slack! So its a good summer job. Just filing, bank runs and phones.
I also got my photographing job back. I haven't started that yet. Next week!
And in two weeks I start teaching dance summer school! Its 5 or 6 days a week! I'm teaching Hip hop, Stretch and cardio, Modern and Jazz. It should be lots of fun. I can't wait!!!
Other than that I'm just relaxing with the fam, drinking and dancing with friends,CAMPING LOTS and enjoying the sun. I miss all you island peeps sooooooooooooo much and can't wait to come back. I hope you are all having a blast on that beautiful chunk of land you live on!
Sending love and hugs!!!!!
xoxox




















Me and my handsome Bro!